My mother blamed me. My younger sister blamed me. I was upset then I felt a fire inside my heart. I was strong to walk alone.
I leave before you dump me.
I went to Battambang province. I stayed at hotel. Air conditioner in my room did not work properly; the room was not cold. I was not happy but I had to stay there because it was late night.
In the room, there was a ghost. It was a man about 25 years old. He showed to me while I was asleep. He repaired my air conditioner. It was cold and I had a good sleep that night.
Morning, I got up. I remembered about the ghost. I went to pagoda. offered food and drink to the monk and dedicated to him.
12pm, I stayed alone in office room.
I had lunch then I slept on the chair. I locked the door before I went to sleep. I lay on chair and closed eyes.
There was a knock on door. I got up and opened the door. No one was there. I locked then came to sleep. I closed my eyes. Knock again. I went to see. There was no one.
Knock and knock…
I started to doubt. I started to fear, but I tried to calm down. Then I found a way. I scolded louder and louder. After that I went to sleep. Nothing again. I slept peacefully till work time.
I told you not to help me. I can not bear to live with human anymore. Let me go.
Mother told daughter:
‘If you are single, you have to be super woman. If you got married, you have to act as a fool.’
‘Why?’ Daughter asked.
‘Because man is selfish.’ mother said, ‘He likes a lady whom is smart but after he got married with her, he never allow his lady greater than him.’
When I did not make up, you said I looked like a farmer.
When I did, you complained that I went to see another man.
My dear husband, what did you want me to do?